Monday, January 28, 2008

... down memory lane ...

Had a great weekend. It's great to be able to balik kampung of my SH. To see the place my darling SH grew up in...

Seperti biasalah, jalan-jalan cari makan and to see what's new in town. To me everything is new and yet to SH every nook and corner has it's story. Sapphire enjoyed tremendously. The GPs are happy to see us.

On the way back home, it rained cats and dogs. But I think Sapphire was too tired that she slept all the way home. Stop for dinner at B***I. So, arriving home, she is well rested. Apa lagi, showed her tantrum lah masa nak tido. Hehehehe. Kesian juga tengok dia. But of coz at the end, she slept.

I went to bed a little later. Nak kemas rumahku syurgaku... Enjoyed some quiet moment with my darling SH and I can sense that he is happy to have shared the trip to his hometown with us....

~ Every man's memory is his private literature. ~ Aldous Huxley

Thursday, January 24, 2008

.... thankfuls ....

I am thankful for my SH and my four Precious....

I am thankful for my home...

I am thankful for the lunch break that I had with my beautiful friends...

I am thankful that it is gonna rain coz it's been kinda warm for the past few days....

I am thankful today is Friday coz I'm gonna have a great weekend to rest.....

Last but not least I am thankful to be alive.......

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

...If you love someone(thing) let them free...

My symbol of independence. My loyal companion.

My Durling has been with me thru many roads less driven, thru my ups and downs. It has seen my four precious grew. I've seen it gone thru a minor surgery and healed. I've cherished many many sweet and sour memories with it.

Now I'd have to let it go. If you love someone(thing) let them free.. Easier said than done. I thought that it's gonna be easy, never thought that it's gonna make me sad. I know that it is about time and that I'd get it's replacement soon.... but...the sentimental value of it is unreplaceable...

Thank you my durling for all you've done. I hope that you're gonna find a better home, a greater friend....

My Sweet Durling

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

... penghijrahan ....

Dah nak masuk tahun baru... Maal Hijrah..1 Muharram 1429

Kemana kita nak berhijrah? I know I am gonna give my very best shot to be a better muslimah.. InsyaAllah. Hijrah lah juga tu kan. Syukur up till today niat I ni progressing smoothly.

SH seronok dengan the new environment. How I loooong to do be able to berhijrah. Rasa susah sangat nak dapatkan penghijrahan ni when you are almost there. Nak cari tempat slightly better pun susah. Sabar, ada hikmahnya tu...

All my Precious pun doing great :- Aqua, Agate, Emerald, Sapphire..muah muah muah muah Proud with each of their achievements..

Tapi baru-baru ni, sebak rasa bila terkenang I was unable to see Emerald grow. Sedih sangat. I would trade my diamonds anytime to be able to just capture those precious moments. Life has been tough but syukur I managed to survive and be a better, stronger, person.

Let's pray that kita semua akan dapat berhijrah to a better, safer, peaceful place than before. Amin...

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Rasp In 2008

So, the new year is here...Praying it's gonna be a better year. Last year was good. Ada some losses, and some things gain...But the best treasure is my Merdeka babe!

Banyak lah pulak perkara-perkara yang I plan nak buat this year. Tak pe take one step at a time, one day at a time. And I'll try to smell the roses along the way.

A jolly good beginning coz my SH start kerja baru. He seems to be contented with the new office. I doakan that things will be great for him too.
My Precious had a great year too..and I'll pray that it's gonna be a better year ahead for you guys..
My own personal achievement...erm apa ye? Syukur Alhamdullilah... I know that I've made it through a long way, hard journey but things are getting brighter. I'm starting to see the fruits of my labor... so I am truly looking forward to this year...to a more fruitful year but yet not forgetting my shadows of the past....


" When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us. " - Helen Keller